I have a lot to complain about. So much it usually consumes most of my thoughts, and lately I've just come to realize I should be a lot happier with what I have. I have a family, as scattered as it is, that loves me to the worlds end, friends who I wouldn't trade for anything, and I'm surrounded by positive people.
High school was an interesting time for me. I wasn't the "cool" kid or anything close. I came into grade nine as a new kid and knew no one. I was a lost little puppy and much like a deer in headlights. I was so scared of being hurt, or showing I was hurt I just put a wall up. I just always as second nature had this wall up and I don't know why. I need to start doing things without thinking. I need to fall flat on my face and realize what is wrong.
I've come really far from where I used to be, but more and more I want to be the polar opposite.
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